One month since your passing

Well, my friend it has been one month as of day since you took your last breath in this world.

I was away when you passed away. I couldn't wait to get your house and see for myself that you were gone.

As the miles flews by I had this feeling that you were out of pain and you would the be ok up there in heaven.

I am glad that I got the change to meet you. You always had a smile and word of wisdom for me when I came in take of you.

You love your movies and always had the television on with one on or we would start on when my work was done with you.

It was always fun to watch the movies with you. You got me hooked on some of them because you loved you Westerns. Oh things that we would talk about.

Let's not forget about the stories that you would tell me about Texas or your son who had a short life himself or life in the military also. When you told those stories would be deep and healing for you about being war . What it did to your body in the end.

You were taken to soon from us but you were needed in heaven. I know that your son was waiting for you and any other families members that went before you.

There is a hole in my heart but the memories are filling that space.

I am glad that you were there when I needed a shoulder to cry on or just my vent angry about something stupid. I will always remember that about you.

You were on oxygen towards the end of your life. All I had to do was follow the oxygen tube. It was like following the yellow brick road and there was my friend. You always would just follow the tubing and I will be at the end of it waiting.

Now I don't have that oxygen tubing to follow but just the memories of at the end of it.

It was hard making the calls that needed to made that day and getting things ready for you to buried in.

I hope that you like what I picked out for you to wear.

Since your a Dallas Cowboys fan. You had your favorite Dallas Cowboy shirt and gray pants. Your favorite Dallas cup would be place with you also. You favorite drink is with you also. You something to drink up there.

You must be enjoying yourself up with Cody, your son. I know that he is happy now that his dad is back with him. Very happy.

It has been rainy mostly everyday since you left. I think that you are crying for us because you miss us just like we cried when the day the left us.

I hope that you be watching over us in the years to come. You have the best seat now to watch your Dallas Cowboys. Maybe in the honor of your memory they will win one for you this year. One can only hope that they can do that. I know that you will be cheering them on this year and years to come.

Well my friend. I have your memories locked in my heart for the rest of my life. I am glad I had the time to met you. You are a friend and true one at that.

I think that anyone you met became your friend very quickly. You always said what you doing girl or see you later girl and drive safe because you are like my family.

Thank you for being my friend and treating like a family member also.

The sun came out today to make this one month of passing easy to dealing with.