ME MYSELF &I

YOU PUT YOUR ALL IN THE FOCUSING OF ME, WANTING ONLY THE BEST FOR ME, YOU MADE ME THINK FIRST BEFORE DOING THE WRONG THING IN LIFE, YOU WAS THE ONLY PERSON THAT BELIEVED IN ME AND KNEW DEEP IN YOUR HEART THAT I COULD MAKE IT THROUGH THIS MESSED UP SITUATION AND YOU DID IT TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY,

ME MYSELF & I

Her mother was one of the biggest HEROIN ADDICTS in our city. I will say she did it with a lot of (it's not that bad) in her mind. She didn't have to sell her body on the corner or steal out of stores, you see your stepfather provided her with all the dope she ever needed.

He was the biggest drug dealer in our city and you were her youngest child and only one! She took her clothes and said she was going to wash them LEFT YOU ALL ALONE, you were 11 years old, she didn't come back.

Let me state this. the house was located on the north side of the city, the worst side at the time the only child and all alone I was so scared for you but, deep in my heart, I knew you made it through Worser situations to come.

You sat in that house for over a year alone. I never called cps (protective services for children) on your mother I loved your mama too. Feeling that she would come back and live so on that, plus you went to school by washing your clothes out in the tub, ironing them at night, and walking to our town mission that was 3 blocks away to eat! Girlfriend, you were a smart individual!

You loved yourself enough to be a straight-A student and make sure no one knew your home situation you loved her enough to not get her in any trouble with the law or end up in the states foster care system!

Girlfriend, I love you, you never put yourself in a situation to be taken advantage of or raped by some messed up psycho that followed you back to that roach invested place you called home!

All your children are by your first love, you are 43 years old and still with HIM! That's so good in my eyes that's a big accomplishment for you coming from where you came from. He gives YOU THAT positive energy to keep going day by day but not more than that this fella HERE...

You are doing such an amazing job raising him. Raising a child with a Disability is such a big task! And I watch you take care of two children with disabilities like it's a piece of cake!

Thank you for being the smart, intelligent, creative individual you are! I will continue to pray for you DAILY! And continue to always Meditate and keep an open mind! Just wanted to let you know you were loved Girlfriend till next time Stay Blessed!

LOVE always,

ME MYSELF & I

Ending the challenge I present myself to all! I wanted to stand tall for ME! I can't stress how important it is for the youth today to know that there is a way out of this world of poverty, lies, injustice and that with willpower all things are possible! I make myself my idol, my strength, my power in which will stand always and forever!

If for any reason you feel lost look for help in your not alone! Strive to stay alive for the future, to ensure a better day for that one person that sees your story and becomes inspired to reach for the stars for they aren't as far as you believe!!!