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Absence of light

By rabia nashabePublished 5 years ago 3 min read
Light
Photo by Carolina Pimenta on Unsplash
  1. "I am the absence of light" Pushed into the darkness by your callous hand .
  2. Stripping me of color consuming me dull, an isolating home like that of the ivory gull
  3. The color you left was the blue of the strike remaining on my skin like a faded stain
  4. Tints of blue on my arms therein, abiding and binding bruised within.
  5. Stoic i remained from your aggressive tone, pelting at me with grayish stones
  6. Defined: a woman a human being, you omitted the human using the woman in me
  7. You trapped my light silencing my voice, violating my rights no one could help.
  8. For in the social light you often had color, blending your fake whited sepulcher
  9. Playing around with green and brown, camouflaging seamlessly in your surround
  10. In your twisted world you planned my death, "scared of you i was not!" just mindfully cooperating i needed my breath
  11. Threats to burn me if i desired freedom an ultimatum caught between "Scylla and Charybdis"
  12. I had to pretend and accept all the rules, this eased the belaboring fists of abuse
  13. Staying neutral with little bits of color, plain and simple to ease my day to day sorrow
  14. Like an abstract mural intertwined not letting you know whats going on in my mind
  15. Silently observing your scheming colors, how you mix and manipulate others
  16. Because the daily agony which silenced me aphonic was never silent inside my body!
  17. I am clearly no philistine like that of yourself, you are filled with dishonesty and filth.
  18. Like diluting oil paints with water you and i, two separate layers that cant combine.
  19. living a fake life i can not accept! finally ready, i decided its time to use my voice and use it loud to rip off the black shroud
  20. Bolting my doors, changing the locks not letting you in was the plan i thought out.
  21. Protesting my rights from behind locked doors, trying to let everyone know of your deranged mind.
  22. The red rage in your eyes the anger that emerged of an unanticipated surprise that was unknown.
  23. Uncovering your dark colors for all to see, the abuse and pain inflicted on me
  24. What caused this change?
  25. Who gave you the courage?
  26. How did you find your colors?
  27. For one i am a believer in humanity, i love the colors of diversity
  28. I am a woman that knows i have rights, i will not allow your darkness dominate my light.
  29. That i did to get rid of your malingering and abusive ways, was remain quiet and i stayed in the dark
  30. Remained hidden in the dark, planning the escape out of your prison
  31. How dare you murder and maim my emotions!
  32. Who do you think you are! you facinorous vile skelm.
  33. For my freedom you bared me of everything i owned!
  34. I come from the land of the free, you cant deny rights nor safety
  35. Years on end injecting your toxic yellow,slowly trying to poison my soul.
  36. Thought you succeeded in strapping a rein? or leaving me there in the rain?
  37. From all the tears that dripped in the night, the white ray of hope i held on to so tight
  38. The dispersion of pain, my reflection of light created a rainbow multicolored with hope and pride.
  39. You can never enslave and dominate the ones, that see color in everything and hate none.
  40. In the pink, red, orange and yellow
  41. the green, turquoise, indigo and violet
  42. These are the colors of love, hope and life
  43. The colors of diversity acceptance and pride
  44. Colors were the reason you couldn't prevail, you now remain trapped in your colorless scale
  45. When there is light, one isn't afraid;
  46. For darkness is but an illusion in the presence of light
  47. When i turned on my light this i knew, that darkness doesn't exist in the absence of you.

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