Heaven To Hell

It all started when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. Many months passed she was admitted in hospital. She had an operation too which lead to increase the tumor and made cancer from second to fourth stage in only two days. But we were told that my mother has been cured from fourth stage cancer and that is why she is returning back home.

Everyone was happy and planning for her welcome. She came back we used to sit near her day and night. We really took care of her with by giving her appropriate diet and making movement in her muscles. Because due to cancer she became paralyzed. Not a single second came when we left here alone.

Days passed instead of getting better her situation got worse. She could not even drink a glass of water on her own. She was not able to eat anything, not even the soft foods. There was just pain in every corner of her body. Still none of us lost hope. We kept on trying our best to cure her. She was a very brave and strong women with a great will power. We used to make her happy and laugh on silly jokes instead of her focusing on her health and future.

But on 14 of July 2018 she called my father when everyone was slept and told him that she has lost her will power and cannot survive more. She was really very responsible she talked about the maid to each and every person living in our house, explained my dad how to keep running the house normally. My father who was not at all in love with her even after 18 years of marriage and three kids obviously accepted and just acted like he cared.

Only two days passed none of us was aware of the situation. On 16 July, 2018 at 9:24 my mother passed away. Everyone was in total shock. No one could accept the reality. It was the time we got to know that she wasn't getting better doctors had told that she could not be treated more and here situation has gotten worse. The pressure increased day by day. Not a single person was there at my side to calm me down and be my emotional support, the responsibilities moved literally from 0 to 100.

There was nothing left accept from trauma, depression, and anxiety. And to worsen the situation my dad brought a stepmother only after two months when my mother died. Everyone was wrecked. Nothing could be worse than this. Obviously she was not at all good with us and she only got married for money.

At this moment everything changed. Nothing could go back and be the same as it was before. Instead of getting worried about my life, my teenage issues, love life, my clothes and make-up etc. I had way too many other tasks and responsibilities to fulfill. Those responsibilities were not only of my own self but of a younger sister too, which was not at all less than a disaster for me. I had to bring up her as a daughter.

It has been five years since my mother died nothing is the same not even a single feeling or a single relation, everything has been totally changed. It did made me a lot mature than others of my age. But the journey was very hard and bouncy. The most depressing thing is that there are many more years left to live in this house until I become successful.

So, life is not very easy. Be thankful for what you have.