Fast Forward to Love

Thefuture is ours. I’d love to say that.

When one would think about it, it does make sense. We are the future. As we grow older, we become the new generation in charge.

What does the future entail?

Love.?

Life.?

Death.?

Nothing.?

It’s all a perception of how we see it.

Through different events we go through in life, it shapes how we see our future. Nothing in life is guaranteed except how we live it.

Fast forward

Fast inward

Fast to love

Fast to the future

As a kid, I always dreamt of being in the music industry. Music always had an heavy influence on my life. Music was something I could always connect to and it would open my mind to a new world of ideas. Is that my dream now? Am I in the music industry yet? No. However, dreams grow together or change altogether. Mines changed altogether!

Mind you I am close to 30. I envisioned this as a child when I was about 8 years old.

It has never happened, not saying that it can’t but music today is not the same. It doesn’t influence me as it once did. Some dreams can be silly once we get older. This was one of those dreams lol. I’m glad I didn’t turn out to be a video girl.

Experiencing situationships but never experiencing a long lasting love.

Until years later when he found me.

I’ve beeen through helll before that last time dealing with people who never appreciated what they had.

I am a treasure. We all are valuable to the future. The future has something waiting for all of us. Sometimes I want to call it quits but I remember I am now fast forwarded into 💕LOVE 💕.

So music in my era was about love. I mean real love and families. In my opinion.

Waiting for something special to arrive is worthwhile.

All in all I would say chase love and dreams, not things.

Love last forever , self love last forever.

It’s all a perception as well. Love is all a perception but once you love it’s very rare the love will go away.

When you focus on a specific; it will bring about more fulfillment to your life.

My focus was solely on myself and my happiness during the time of being single. I often didn’t feel much happiness because I felt like love was missing. I am thankful I found my boyfriend and friend. Not only did focusing on myself and what I wanted did .. what I wanted .. eventually came to me. Thankful thankful thankful ❤️

The road to love and relationships is not easy. We’ve been together almost 4 years now and within that time we became inseparable. No, we are not married or anything but we are damn near like it lol.

Don’t listen to music , fall in love , and have kids lol . That’s what the music back in my time did . Lol

Now a days it’s so different.

I’m damn near 30 but not quite and just had my first child. Nothing to brag about but to something to brag about. I chose to focus on me and having fun first.

Days to live for and moments to capture. It’s just half of the fracture; there’s more to fathom. More to gather and more smiles definitely to capture.

As long as there is a smile on my child’s face , I know I am doing something right. He is happy and well taken care of in the home of his parents. We have our first addition to our family. At first it was just us as a couple but now our little man is here.

Safety and health is important to us and our child. As we will nurture into him the things we never knew and not the things we never had.

Our son was never planned which makes him a countless blessing in our lives. And being as though I never thought I was able to concieve. But I fast forwarded into love and collaborated with our present to have our future. Our son. Our love. Our breath. Our future love.

It took 24 years but it came in a blink of an eye. The scarce signs of love in front of your eyes. Not intending to make one blind but to fall in line fall in line with the mist of love and the yearning ache for the future. To move forward but not so fast as to miss it but fast enough to capture it!