Dad, my daughter really misses you

　 I regret it, I regret sulking with my dad, my dad must be very sad. A scene from the past appeared in front of my eyes again ......

　　Although the father is only in his early forties, already looks much older. The yellow and thin cheeks, and sullen and dull eyes, often make people sour and confused. But I don't know when my father started smoking. Once, I inadvertently saw my dad tightly frowning, a big mouthful of hard smoking, as if there are many, many things on his mind ...... That year grandma just died, to give grandma medical care, dad hid from us, not less to relatives and friends to borrow money. But he never told us about his difficulties and hardships, and often comforted us by saying, "In school, you must take good care of yourself, and you must eat well and dress well! Don't spare money!" The moment I saw my dad smoking, my heart hurt so much! At that time, I had a wish to stop my dad from smoking and to make him happy!

　　I remember that when school started that year, I had to leave my dear dad again. Dad said, "This semester, can you take the top ten on the stage?" I deliberately hesitated for a while and cunningly said to my dad, "As long as you promise me one condition, I get into the top five of the stage!" Dad was overjoyed and said excitedly, "You say, you say, don't say one condition, ten conditions also promise you!" Dad has always spoiled me, spoiled me, once I heard that I could get into the top five on the stage, so excited that I could not understand the north! I looked at dad and said mysteriously, "As long as dad quits smoking, I promise not to be in the top five." Dad said cheerfully, "Okay, okay! It's a deal, no backtracking!"

　　And so, I started a new semester. From that moment on, I was no longer lazy, even on weekends, I no longer enjoyed the silky coolness of the Whoopee Ice House with the good girls, I grabbed all the time I could, I recited the English words over and over again, I worked out the math problem sets ...... with hunger and thirst, I got up earlier than the birds in the morning, and at night I'm sure to make my dad happy, I'm sure to make him proud of me, proud of me, while the bright moonlight I'm intoxicated with the fragrance of May, reflecting the dotted stars, I wander in the quiet bamboo shadow of the book ...... I must make my dad quit smoking ......

　　Thank goodness, thank goodness, really work is not rewarded, in that year's final exam, I got a stage third as I had hoped! At that time, I wanted to jump into my father's arms and tell him that my daughter had won and that my father no longer had to smoke ......

　　It's vacation time, happy vacation finally came! I can finally spend time with my mom and dad. I can finally make good on my promise to my dad!

　　Happy holidays just arrived as expected, and I brought endless fun to mom and dad! Dad's tightly locked brow was relieved, and his face was overflowing with smiles ......

　　Suddenly, the happy summer vacation was coming to an end, and it was time for me to return to school. One day, my brother and I came running back from outside in a frenzy and saw my dad squatting by the corner of the table, taking a big puff of smoke. I froze in my tracks! I didn't say anything and ran back to my room in a huff ...... I was aggrieved that even my dearest dad was cheating on me like this ...... I really couldn't believe myself, was this the dad I always admired?

　　I hate him! Until the beginning of the school year, I never said hello to my dad again! The moment I received the tuition and living expenses from his calloused hand, I didn't even look at him ......

　　Later I heard from my mom that after I left home, my dad secretly cried several times and never smoked again!

　　After a while, I regretted a bit, regretted that I was also too much! There were several times that I wanted to make a phone call to my dad, but I couldn't muster up the courage ......

　　On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, my mom came and said, "Your dad and your Uncle Wah went to Inner Mongolia together and earned more than a hundred dollars a day!" My tears flowed out at once, months of aggression, and the longing for my father all came out at once ...... mother comforted me and said, "Good boy do not cry, your father when he was leaving, let me tell you, he will never smoke again!" I lay in my mom's arms and cried so much for the first time!

　　Dad, are you okay in a faraway place? Dad, my daughter misses you! Dad, these years of storms, you and mom all the way, have you ever complained to God, have you ever aggrieved grandparents, have you ever aggrieved four innocent children, all the burden, you always carry alone! Many times you secretly wipe your tears alone, non-smoking you learned to smoke, will not lose your temper you learned to curse. But all this young and ignorant daughter how can understand it?

　　Dad, my daughter regrets it! itThe daughter misunderstood you ......

　　Dad, my daughter wants to lie in your warm arms as a child, listening to you tell the story of the stars and the moon ......