13 Years Apart

Before I begin  the story of my brother and his unexpected tragic departure from our world to the next, I'll start with how he came into this world. I with 13 years old when my baby brother was born of course like all children who are the only child in there parents lives the announcement that soon a baby will be arriving along with the news" your going to be a older brother", is told to you frequently and seeing that the family is so imbued into all the excitement that comes with expecting, is not conceivable to the young mind at least not fully, so of course jealousy and certain new feelings come about that you have to learn how to deal with, start to sink in and then of course the time comes for the baby's arrival which when Jared Hart did come I was very scared very protective very different than I thought I would be . My mother, Nancy Badar, was so happy and so to was my stepdad, Phillip Hart. (As this was his first born son and first ever boy in the family or at least on the "hart" side of the family) Having a new born baby in the house was definitely something to get used too. But of course over time I did!

My mom didn't want my brother to grow up in Vallejo a city full of crime and drama, like how i did . She wanted a new start for my brother + my grandfather who lived in Southern California at the time had just had his first heart attack and she wanted to be closer to him so we can take care of him so she decided we were moving and so we packed up everything and moved to Southern California with my grandfather ( whom was in the military and stationed in san diego at the time). We found a small nice town called Temecula which of course nobody had ever heard of , it was a small town growing with business and constantly gaining new residents. At the age of 15 and a half I had to leave everyone i grew up with, my childhood home and new friends in my freshman year of high-school and start at a whole new life in a new town and a new school, in middle of the semester! ( Talk about hard!!! especially for a teenager) But luckily for me I had no problem making new friends. I was always a friendly, outgoing, somewhat shy and in the closet gay young teenager. My religious faith is not accepted among-st many other religious faiths actually it's looked upon as being even satanic but, Wicca in itself is far from being satanic it is a earth-based religion rooted in Old European folklore as well as shamanic practices that seeks to help an individual or a group of like-minded people to achieve a higher state of being and to heighten your spiritual awareness and yes of course we do practice magick and do spells and rituals but its not at all like they portray witchcraft on TV,......... I'm sorry here I go babbling about my religion sorry I love it so much let me get back to the subject of the matter which is my brother.

Jared grew up in Temecula going to school from kindergarten to about little bit through Elementary School of course during the few years that we stayed there a few things had happened during my teenage years growing up that caused us to relocate. Which we did a couple of times .Finally making a permanent residence in a small town called Wildomar located about 10 miles away from Temecula. That's where Jared had spent the rest of his adolescence at, and this is where he made all of his friends that he presently has and still till this day has them even with my brother no longer with us physically. He went through so many phases growing up he even wore glasses, he was so smart and always had a big smile on his face he was such a happy energetic little boy who loved to always hang around his older brother!!!

He always , always wanted to be where ever i was and always wanted to be apart of what ever it was i and my group of friends were doing, man did it use to annoy the shit out of me......(lol) I remember alot of times my weekends would consists of me having to either watch my brother or somehow incorporate babysitting along with hanging out with my friends, of course they all though he was so adorable and funny, ( lol he was funny ) and i was so irritated cause i felt like i had no life or freedom to just be a teenager and have fun with my friends. My parents had too many weird hours for work and plus my mom was going to mt San jacinto taking night classes to get her degree in teaching, so