Twin Flame

Have you met your twin flame before? I have.

Twin flames are so blown up by the media that I thought I would write a short post about mine. I am still learning about spirituality so I do not claim to be an expert in this by any means.

I met him three years ago. I fell instantly in love with him. Like love at first sight but better. I believe true love meets you in your mess and not in your best. I don't think that matters too much when you truly love someone. At least that's what I tell myself about the whole situation.

I like to call him an Earth angel. And I believe he truly was sent for me to love and care for. My whole life I never felt loved, and I realized I manifested him into my life while just having a flat out conversation with him one night when we first staretd hanging out together. And I don't really like using the word manifestation in the first place. Even though we have had an on and off again relationship, it served a purpose and I can see that now.

I never knew I could love someone so much- even more than I ever loved myself.

Have you met your twin flame before? Here are some ways to tell you have met your twin in this lifetime.

• the sense that you’re meeting yourself
• multiple similarities, sometimes uncanny (For me in my situation, we shared a sibling name, and one of my sibling's birthday is the same as his)
• deep connection
• desire to grow
• prioritization of growth over being in a relationship
• the meeting of your twin signifies a major change in your life

Meeting him, changed my life. I felt the similarities between him and I. It felt like I was meeting myself all over again. When we separated it was a like a piece of me died and disappeared. Now that we both have experienced growth without the other person being present, it feels as if the timing is never right. We are completely different people but it is like we are half of a whole without the other person.

When I discovered the song Twin Flame by Machine Gun Kelly, it hard. I missed my own twin flame so much. I sent him the song for a reason.

Ay, I got six ways to say that I fell in love with you at first sight

I wish that I could frame the way you look at me with those eyes

Freeze time, baby, rewind

Maybe ask you earlier, "Be mine"

See I didn't understand Déjà vu 'til I met you

You're too good for me, I'm too bad to keep

I'm too sad, lonely, I want you only

I never felt so seen by a song or a verse before. My depression sucks the life out of most people but not him. For the most part anyways. It’s hard loving someone that struggles with mental health but with him I always felt seen and heard.

I remember his name showing up in a psychic reading I had done years ago and I truly couldn't wait for him back then as I knew who she was talking about. I knew I needed him back then and I still need him to this day. As a lover or a friend, I knew he was mine.

I don't know if anyone will find this interesting but I do and I know I love my twin flame for the rest of my life because of who he is. He truly is an Earth angel to me with how kind, compassionate, and loving he is to most of the people in his life. He truly is an inspiration to me and to the people in his life.

Chloe Rose Violet