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Word of the Day: 近眼

kingan - near-sighted

By Kayla McIntoshPublished about 6 hours ago 3 min read
Word of the Day: 近眼
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I am sort of happy about some really random things. Like I might know something about something but, I mean I feel... god yea it is just gossip isn't it? I usually avoid that kind of stuff but it is social currency. I guess I am used to playing a more passive role in things but I think it is more in response of being overlooked.

I am a bit nervous for Monday. That is when I'll be making all the calls I need.. but since my mom is also scheduled for that day I need to wait until afterwards possibly. I am just trying to think of what I told my mom for Monday. I guess Friday might be the actual time to call these places. Yea... I might need to order those energy drinks right when I get home. So much work.

Everything is working out for me.

I just got to prepare to go to the next class, it is in an hour so, I feel like the 50 minutes on the timer is adequate. I mean I guess I could do one more task but I guess that is what I am doing right now.

I am tired of writing though because I feel the weight of my list, even though I don't need to worry about anything until tomorrow! Ugh, this place drives me nuts. It is like I have to try like x4 times as much to get like 1 step forward.

I guess it is fine that I didn't do everything because some things for sure need to be done at homebase.

I got my Scheduler out. That's not good. I mean I guess it because I remembered the whole exterminator fee stuff so I was like, " Asking mom for that check. "

My eyes are actually tired, lol. I mean they've been straining all day so I guess there's no helping that.

I'm actually good with not being able to see. The only downside is just that I can't do art as I like, but in all honesty, I didn't have time to do that anyway. Hence why I had an audition for Pixie Road, but no one actually came so, it was just a test as far as I am concerned.

I am so hungry and I think I lost the time for the cafe downstairs. I could probably barely get the VOD document, then after that, I don't know what to do with it. I guess just make another video to submit it. I mean that would be the dick move. It is the move that most people have been taking to me.

You know, I rather be blind for another week than actually go back down to the front desk right now. I am not about that at all.

I am outside of the Japanese club, I guess it was dumb to come down here early but I am not too worried about it.

I mean some of my homework is on future papers so I can't really rip it out or anything. But I can upload it to Milanote.

Hearing the discussion is sort of stupid. I do n't care about it.

I am just chilling here in the corner until I am done.

But it will be different to actually do the class. I won't be able to block out the people with music. I am now just... oo I got an hour.

Technically I got an hour but I actually have 93 minutes on my clock so I am sort of jazzed. I don't need anymore stuff right now. I am spending my time in peace.

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Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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