Word of the Day: ヒース

I feel I said too much, but I also feel like, I am mostly seen as benign so, that sort of saves me a lot.

Unfortunately, I don't think the people know what I did for them. I did what I had to do though. It is what I thought was right.

There is what happens around me, and there are my own personal affairs. I was so happy for the past couple days then I am reminded of what the world is.

It feels unfair. We can't just be happy all the time....

My health was really poorly last night, so I am just happy to be alive at this point. I had a lot of things I needed to do today but, maybe I need to just wait for a bit. It is hard to know whether I should push myself to do the things I need to do, or go to a plan B. Either way, my TODOs have to be done.

I guess just focusing on that, I need to do whatever gets me the most done.

Surprisingly, I think I need to return to a previous project. I don't really have the..

Jen

Who is Jen?... Oh geez... I know who Jen is.. You can't talk to me right now. We've already made our relationship sour.

Yea, everything is telling me I need to do a Plan B. Probably also what the health problems last night meant too. It doesn't matter really, I can get TODOs done with each plan.

When the warrior planet, Mars — known for its fiery, impulsive and passionate energy — squares Uranus — the planet of chaos, disruption and sudden shifts — everything can change on a dime, especially when it comes to areas of personal freedom and stability.

Yes, that makes sense. It is annoying, but I am only a human so, whether it is the weather or spiritual affairs, I can only surrender to circumstances.

I am not trying to prove anything at this time.

Step

Someone wants me to move, lol. Yea I know. I need to. I have to. I most likely, if not all just some of my errands need to be ran.

My glands are still swollen and I am treating it with peppermint but, the smell is starting to make me a bit nauseous. Also it does affect blood sugar, which I wasn't aware of so maybe that is why I got sort of hypoglycemic symptoms. Oh well, lesson learned.

I wasn't ever a Rikei person so, this is new territory for me.

I do notice that, all the readers are sort of scattered right now. I don't even think i can watch the news right now because it will be too distorted. Unfortunately that is just how it is going to be.

Mm, well people acting stupid now so. I am even more annoyed.

More stars... mm

It can't be helped. I think I need to just prepare at this point for certain things. I have accumulated a lot of paper.

But my TODOs are being annoying right now.

I found a precarious stability but, it will only last for so long before, I have to do things then I will be a the whims of their will.

But that is enough for me right now.

I was ready to go do my errands and I found both my battery charger and phone wer elike 5% and 0% respectively so that means i have to wait like 2 hours before i can actually do the errands that I decided I needed to do. I guess once I get out I just need to steam through it all. I can't dilly dally once I am out and about.