Word of the Day: 卵

I really like food but sometimes I wish I didn't have to eat, or rather I wish it was just an option and not a necessity. Imagine how much we'd save in money if we didn't have to buy food? Though it would be kind of sad because, eating would become something that only the rich would/could do. Food prices would skyrocket because, essentially you'd just be paying to experience the taste of things. I guess in this fictional world, it would be about the same as any other fleeting experience we have that we pay a lot for. To be honest, we already have a kind of version of that with high end restaurants.

I guess we'd also be paying for the experience of shitting/peeing too. Toilets would not be in every household and would be seen as a luxury item, like a jacuzzi. I guess it depends if drinking was still necessary or not.

I am just saying this because I am reluctantly eating due to the fact I consumed too much caffeine and need to metabolize something to calm down so, the food in front of me feels like a chore. Also it is my second breakfast so I feel like fucking hobbit.

Last week my jaw was hurting from chewing on food too much. Not that I was eating too much I feel but, I guess since I don't talk to people every day, my jaw is not getting a lot of exercise and has become weak.

Maybe I should order my weed now, that might help actually right now.

I finished my food and feel a lot more better.

I had a whole philosophical discussion with myself about morality and religion. I would've wrote it down, but as I have said before, I haven't talked to anyone in a while and just felt like talking aloud.

Basically I don't feel like any religion has the moral high ground and I think the spirit realm is available to everyone. I do think that there are people who are more developed or sensitive to the "Ether", which is my word for the spirit realm and all things spiritual, and some people are dull to it. I do think some drugs or substances can open up your sensitivity with it but, I think religion and spiritual belief's main purpose is to give structure to it so our human minds can actually fathom it in some portion and allow us more structured insights, because without that is is just a whirlwind of chaotic energy that could potentially ruin us.

I called the pot shop finally and apparently they don't deliver on the weekends so I will have to wait until Tuesday or something. Maybe not even Tuesday, it might have to be Friday since that is the start of my free days. I can't have my mom be there when it is delivered.

That news sort of brought me down a bit since I was sort of wanting some weed today but, I could easily walk to the nearest pot shop and get some. I think I just want to wait though. I have a lot of things I need to do and walking for 2 hours feels like a waste.

I notice I have been having some stomach and headache problems for a couple of days now, I wonder what's going on? I think I am not getting something in my diet that I need.

Not a lot I can do about that though right now as, even though I have the money to stock up on groceries I need to maintain my frugality.