Word of the Day: 下痢

I am glad I have been having an easy time waking up in the morning these days. I don't set an alarm so that is really helpful.

The PowerPoint presentation was easy and I got it done in the nick of time. All that is left to do is my math homework which is due tomorrow so, I will have plenty time.

My friend in England told me Trump is planning on attacking Portland and I am like, wtf? I hope that is not true but, I haven't been paying attention to the news so I don't know what his reason for that is. I don't live near Portland so I'll be ok but my exs and some friends live there so I hope they'll be ok. God, I hate Trump so much.

My eyes are sort of red and I don't have eyedrops. I guess I can try rinsing them with water but it is 50/50 that it would make it worse.

I went over to my ex sister-in-laws to get some sandwiches ( she works at Starbucks and gets free food ) and feel really blessed. My mom cooked me food, she gave me food, I just got my financial aid check in the mail. Everything is going well.

My therapist is coming in a few minutes so, I had to lysol my room a bit. After she leaves I have to get to work doing my make up and hair but at least I can take a little break right now.

My brother wrote me saying he wanted to go grab coffee and talk ( not a serious thing I don't think, he went on about how proud he was of me or whatever so I think it is just to catch up )

I am a bit suspicious of that but either way I am pretty busy so I don't have time to even get involved in anything nefarious.

I looked at the modules for Japanese class and my teacher posted some info about herself with some pictures. She looks cute and she seems to be nice and sensible.

These past couple of days have been a blur and I haven't had time to do anything really, let alone write.

I had my.. I am not sure what her title is at the moment but, some one supporting me from the ACT team come over and ask me questions at the apartment and do some paperwork. It was nice, I do appreciate that they check up on me. I also thought that I would order my weed today because I am tired of going without weed with how stressed I am.

I would never go to school high, but if I am at home, I want to be comfortable and destress properly. Plus, I have had major canker sores on my tongue for the past couple of days and it is driving me crazy. I think if I get high I won't notice it as much and can properly work on my Japanese studies. Not much to study anyway, I just have to practice writing.

I am waiting until the delivery guy arrives before bothering to put on my face. It is crazy too because, just after I ordered my mom called, almost like she had a six sense or something, but she mostly just wanted to confirm the pick up time.

After tonight I can properly rest anyway since it will be the start of my weekend. I do want to stream thought but I noticed for whatever reason my teacher sort of has us turning in 2 things this next week so, I am thinking I need to actually use the weekend to study.