Word of the Day: すっぴん

Again I don't have a word of the day but I am just keeping it simple right now. Write the material, finish it once I get the amount of words I need.

I not sure what is going on anymore since it is just a review. I don't care what I get, I mean obviously I would like to get like above a 60% but I dunno. Not to mention, I also need to brace myself for the ride home and that is a drain and a half with that.

Sorry Rosie.

Anyway, I think once I get home, it will be all fine, I just hate that I won't be able to order anything. Or if I do order something, it is going to be Amazon so, it won't come until tomorrow. I do think buying the energy drinks in bulk there actually make sense so, I am going to just continue to do that. I might get like nerve damage or something but, they do keep me awake for the most part. Tingly, but awake.

I am so on edge from today that I am like, " What's next? "

I mean, I had to argue with a guy in Spanish, that was stupid. I mean it is like, yea when I need help with what I need, they turn into a fucking spectacle.

I am annoyed just thinking about it, but it is in the past so it fades pretty quickly. Teresa also keeps trying to plan with me some time at the gym. I don't know, it is hard to actually make time for that without it feeling like a waste of time. I mean I basically should be doing my chores more if I am wanting to lose weight.

Well, I guess I could go to the gym to build up stamina for that? Yea I guess that checks out. I probably should try to prioritize that.

What's kind of good is that once I am done writing this, I might be able to...? Oh yea I can save the draft since I wrote in English. I don't know if needing a subtitle is necessary to save progress but, I will handle that when it comes.

Everyone is studying pretty diligently so, I feel like the odd one out but, I think my mental health is basically want is important for that.

So much BS, I swear. I am pretty sure I'll get the other stuff done at home, I have a big day tomorrow. God, I am just like... what am I going to ask these people? I mean yea, I feel a bit stupid asking them about this stuff but at the same time if my family keeps bothering me about it, perhaps that gives me grounds to sue them for harassment.

There would be proof of it with mental health so... I mean I really don't want to go down that path since it... would be very bloody.

Also, I am sure the McIntosh clan has a full army of fucking attorneys just ready to tear me a new one.

I am so annoyed. It will pass though.

I have cashews to look forward to when I get home unless I go somewhere to eat with my mom. I don't really want to do that so... I am looking at the cashews like gold.

I wish I had a soda so, maybe I'll buy something before going. I don't really have slots to buy anything so... I mean I guess I am borrowing from another day. It is ok though. I am fine with it.