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Word of the Day: しつこい

shitsukoi - persistent

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 3 days ago 3 min read
Word of the Day: しつこい
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I am just trying to get 10 minutes at this point and I am feeling like typing up a storm. I don't really have anything to say but I just feel like typing, if that makes any sense.

I guess also because the advisors at my school are giving me the runaround with this really overly complicated mailing system and also not really giving any answers either way. So I decided to just make a bunch of appointments to waste their time.

I am pretty sure the woman who called me 4 times yesterday was most likely part of the school so, I mean. I can tango if they want to tango.

I really do feel like doing the vigilantly shit right now as far as the internet is concerned. I mean, they won't really care either way. They'll either seek me out to reprimand me personally or, ignore me.

Either way, I win.

I do still do need to do my physical budget planner because that is actually quite useful into figuring out my future goals. I am so surprised because, I really didn't like this planner at first, but once I discovered how to use it properly, it because.... I have a goal.

I really want pickled cucumbers? ew no. I don't want that. I don't like any pickles... well pickled onions. I wanted to make that pickled onion recipe but they went bad before I could do it.

I ended up making them into a soup.

I guess I am corrupting the energy so I am just typing right now. I need to work so I want to type. I am just an automatic channel anyway, that was my emotion and motivation. To type as fast as possible. Not like a keyboard

I had this whole discussion with someone about religion which I found interesting.

I just had the brilliant idea of converting all of my Vocal entries into Japanese on my Patreon. I have always contemplated that but, I finally sort of found a sweet spot to keep my entries here going, while also participating here, because I mean, I do speak English and can kind of write in it so, it is good for me to continue here.

Other than that though, I need more writing practice with my other languages, which unfortunately I cannot do here due to formatting, so I think it is fair enough to put them over there.

It will take a while for me to transfer those though.

Jahon is with me now, I am just hanging out with me but he has too much energy. It is like constant golden retriever energy or maybe more like war horse with PTSD.

I had so much fun Saturday watching the Mobile Legends Bang Bang Tournament. I was so addicted to the energy and everyone played so well.

There were other good players and games as well. I am not sure when they are playing again. I am watching a recap of last night to see how everything was. I didn't catch the first part of it so I want to watch the rest of it.

I also need to do my make up because apparently we're going out. I also need to... now he's passed out on the floor. Running a blood tantrum. He hates waiting but I said I am 2 days behind in tasks because, I only accounted for watching the tournament, I didn't know he was coming over to my house.

I also need to clean and he doesn't do anything. So I just ignore him. I do know that he isn't good for me, and I shouldn't have called him back here. But, I do know that I wouldn't give him the key that my mom gave me back.

Stream of Consciousness

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Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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