The Night I Had A Guy Over Without My Mom Knowing

I can't believe I'm going to tell you guys this, but let's be clear on something, this was my first and last time doing this without my mom's permission although I had a little help from my best friend. The craziest thing is that she never knew about this late-night meet, only my best friend knows and nobody else. So here goes nothing.....

Let's roll back into June when summer was still here. On June 28, 2021, I was not expecting my best friend to show up that night but like always she was showing up uninvited in the most unexpected ways. You know when you have that one friend that's always showing up at your door at the weirdest times. As usual, I never complained because I needed the company. I was always stuck in the apartment because I didn't have or know people that had cars to joyride with. Neither did I have the money to spend either. So, she showed up unexpectedly with weed and my mom was not having that so my best friend and I went outside while she smoked and talked. During the conversation, I told her what was going on between me and this older guy I was somewhat seeing for the past a year 1/2 but not in relationship-wise.

I know what you're going to say but I was still learning the red flags of love. That time I was going through a tough lesson when it came to rushing into a relationship and not seeing what will happen if I did that. I was really into this guy. My feelings were so strong and so hard to break that I was blindsided by the real truths. I told my best friend that he got into a relationship with someone else. And let me tell you, I was hurt by that and I didn't know how to get over it for months. That time I was still shocked and felt played. I was feeling like a shattered mirror when I saw it on social media and then I had to hear it again from a family member. I was embarrassed and heartbroken. Everyone tried to warn me about him but you know when you're young and in love, you do dumb stuff.

Anyways, after telling her what went on she was telling me that she was somewhat going through the same thing except she was in a relationship. Something that I never experienced and probably still won't, especially after what I have been through. So after the conversation, I decided to pretend like I was drunk even though I didn't drink. I face timed him and he was really starting to get scared because I was someone who didn't mess with things that would keep me intoxicated. Then I started telling him that I didn't care if he was with someone I was still going to love him. Now that part I told the truth on. The rest I lied to him in the same way he did me.

Later on, he texted and asked did I want him to come over. Before I made the call, my best friend and I made a bet to where if I did that he was going to ask to come over. She didn't believe it so I won the bet. When he texted that, I was so nervous because it had been like 5 months since we had our last encounter. That night I was nervous and scared a little bit. So my best friend took the phone out of my hands and replied yes. I didn't know what to say when she did that. But then I forgot, she never met him except my family is the only ones that met him. No one else. Now I did show pictures to a close cousin of mine but that was basically it.

Minutes later, his car showed up, I introduced my best friend to him and he was very rude to her and I'm speaking to myself in my thoughts like no he did not just be rude. I was going to say something but I was too desperate to see his stuck-up self, I just pretended that I didn't pay attention to it. So after that awkward introduction, I told her to be on the lookout if my mom or sibling looked out the window and noticed anything weird. Moments went by and we sat in his car for about a couple of minutes and did things that I won't go into details with. So after that, he wanted to stretch his legs or whatever and he asked me was all that really true about what I said over the phone. I wanted to tell him the truth but what would that have solved though.

My feelings for him didn't matter anymore. Because he made his choice and I wasn't going to have him think that I wanted to be someone he wanted on the side while the other girl was his main woman. So I just told him that it was complicated. Then I asked him was he together with her and he said that it was complicated when I knew for a fact that nothing was complicated between them. Pictures told me what I needed to know. And he was making himself look stupid. But you know at that moment I was the one who was the stupid one. I knew what was going on between them and didn't stop having secret conversations with him over text.

Like I said before, I was a young girl in love and did dumb things because of love. After the meet, my mom was calling my name to come in because it was midnight, and I panicked and told him to go. And my best friend had to stall until he was nowhere near the apartment complex. When he left, my mom came outside and my best friend and I looked at each other like we were bought to pass out. But thankfully, my mom didn't notice a thing and told us to get to bed.

That was a secret I never told her and still won't. But overall my mistakes led me to be the person I am now. A person that can never trust or even believe a man when they tell me they love me. Love isn't the same anymore and finding the right person is definitely not on my list of priorities. I hope you enjoyed it loves :)