Shofars in my hands

The trauma still healing during steps to overcome and catchup…to purpose God has for us!

The first time in a long time I had tears flowing down my eyes and I just decided to let it flow. The tears release was good for me. I fail each day to let my past trauma conquer me even if I have to talk to myself as not let it make me captive. Pre-pandemic distractions is gone but restoration of my health and my strong constitution to operate in a dimensional place to achieve a purpose. I need to elevate joy in my life this is a level of contentment I can live within.

Bishop asked a question and says, “When Surviving Isn’t Safe” How long have you been living in survival mode? What happened to you was an event; it was never intended to define you. If you want to move forward, you must have the courage to cut the cord. Rise above the trauma and the shame and decide today that you’re no longer going to sit in it. You made it out for a reason. It’s time to separate yourself from everything that reminds you of where you used to be. Simply surviving isn’t safe. (June 9,2022, Bishop T.D. Jakes) If you will replay the services It will engage you to a point of elevation and I call the joy dimensional once it's received by you and your individual character and personal relationship he talks about is relevant in your living.

Angels has a responsibility to carry out my instructions and if I refuse to give instructions that a problem and my angels may have accumulated spider web. I like many other people don’t think about angels much. I was happy to hear King Charles III, mention the angels taking Queen Elizabeth to her heavenly home in his final words during her going home service we call it. Sometime people call me their angel and I take it as a complement as I think of Amanda Gorman as an angel to me. President Biden won and during his swearing-in ceremony in Washington I listened to Ms. Amanda Gorman in her poetry the words help me to be motivated not to digress, so I picked up my old writings and journals and I began to create stories. Also, I think of my father words just before a masses heart attacked took his life during a Sunday service devotion reading “I stretch my hands to thy no other help I know if I withdraw my hands from thy where would I go?” her title poem was “The Hill We Climb”. Today I am prudence as well as watchful and steadfast I take heed and see things as the weathers report globally the destructions of storms and fire.

It's been months since those tears flowed down my cheek and I thought of my trauma present and past thinking I was alone. I have found that it’s just not about me but so many people are experiencing the impact of what our ancestor’s trauma brought into our lives the ……but, today I am using words of encouragement as well as faith to navigate the daily challenges to be successful in making my dreams come true. Facebook has been playing a great role in the information and inspiration since the pandemic those who have been willing to share without the fear of the stuff that can go wrong. I continue to lift up and respect the men of our society realizing the trauma and hardship that the Unite States of America has target. Our families suffer our communities suffer and our economy suffer because of the American dreams for many of us is too hard to make come true. But our time is not like God’s time therefore what happening today can be your footstool and your next level or dimension. The artificial intelligence technique can be what we use to develop our business and enterprise because I believe it’s what has been used by our ancestors……restoration in many forms are apart of our arising time this moment we have been awaken………………….The End