My lovely Mother

Today is a special days to honor for the sacrifice you made for us .I know you have been trough a lot to support me and my sister. I will always be grateful to you. I remember those days, I was sick for months , you have decided to let your job and stay home. When I get better, you returned back to work. When I was growing up, you were very strict, you have always wanted the best for us. You learned us how to be strong no matter the circumstance. I was naïve and skeptical. Sometimes I know my behavior affected you. I was not happy the way you control us.

Mom keep the same routine that she knew back home and went us to follow the same rule. I always remained her that those rule was in the pass , this is a new era. Even though I did not agree the way she teaches us how to do things but I always respect her. You are my hero, my protector and my guidance in life.

I realized that when I have to go to college and leave by myself. At first, I know in your heart you do not want me to go leave in the dome. She did not have choice to let me go. When I left home, for the first two weeks I was good :until I started having problem with my roommate. My roommate want me to go have fun at night with bunch of strangers. I did not go because I remember your advice. I was doing well in all classes until I begin to get stress out.

I never told you that mom because I did not want to be bored. I have a confession to make .Well during my final exam some things happen to me that I will share with you today. I remember that days ,I went out to get food, I felt pain on my stomach , the pain was severe I decided to get to emergency hospital. I stay there for 8 hours until I can see a doctor for examination. That days, you called and I pretended every thing was fine. I hang up the phone because the doctor comes to consult me. I explain my pain to him and his gave me to do blood work. I did and the test came back that I have kidney failure. I was in shock. I decided to get another apartment to live.

Every time you wanted to visit me I keep telling other story. I feel bad to let you know my situation because I knew you were also sick. I wanted to keep you away from my problem. My life was shuttered , I keep my trouble to myself no one to talk , even my siblings did not know about it. Mother do not be angry with me. I did that to protect your health. You know that I love you so much I did not want to lose you . You are my sunshine, my happiness and my keeper. My love for you is unconditional. I hope you will not be offended by this.

I went to treatment every things are going smoothly. I feel relive because I tell you the true. It was stressful to me also because I kept lied to you. I hope you read this letter with calm. Take good care of yourself . You are the best mother in this world. Always praises to your daughter. Remember that you are always with me .I send my regards to everyone.

Sincerely your daughter. Love you to the moon