My love is no more mine..

I'm lost with the memories of my love where I was very much sure to get married to him only!! that's the only goal of my life. Suddenly everything will change my happy life is no more happy at all ..

Days are becoming stressful...

Nights seem so long...

I'm the only one who is holding a hand of mine. People will change one day we have to be self-prepared by ourselves. I was at a young age. Everything seems to be destroyed. Now, life is on the edge. No more colors in my eyes. Everything seems to be darker darkest. Then I asked one query to myself is it true.

Finally, I decide to talk with some who can help me. I use to find people who can listen to me. Because that time is very bad for me. I don't find a single person who is able to solve my problem. Then I decide to talk with my sister. While talking with her I release. My problem is not a big deal.

She said a few lines which helped me a lot:

1. Don't react, people can talk that is what they can do only.

2. Don't think too much! Enjoy your life.

These two magical lines helped me to heal from the inside. Start watching movies, playing video games in my spare time. I'm now "Be positive" towards my work. Make my time as productive as I can! That will help me to grow myself.

before that, I use to think a lot. On what to do? What not to do? Because everything is coming into my mind and that mind is completely filled with garbage. Thoughts will not change anything like that thoughts.

I was stucked there in time for 3 yrs. I was thinking a lot and making huge stories in my mind. It is just a loophole for me from where i don't want to come out to see my new journey. Every single thing makes me dull inside. People's behavior also changes. I was stressed. I use to be angry with every single guy. I don't make friends to whom i can discuss my problems.

I have faced alot on this time. I was talking with a guy on which i don't have any trust now. Who use to lie. make me feel down for every single reason.

He told me that I'm an ugly girl have wrinkles on my face. Nobody will marry you. You have no manners how to talk with people? How to behave?

He is the person who used to wait for me outside of my place. I deny to being with him He cut his hand, He lost his conscious mind when i ignore him. He is the one who promised me to live together till death.

Now, Just for sake of money.. He changes..

He gets to know about my family's financial condition from my uncle.. he call me on the same day and said. "I don't want to continue my relationship with you because my mother said that your father is in-depth we have different paths now". Not only this he spread that news to my home place as well. Because of the motive of doing this to destroy my family's image.

Don't believe anyone so easily talks. Try to make a distance instead of having someone! focus on your study and grow yourself for well-being.

Must remember two lines of success mantra:

1. Never react.

2. Don't think too much.

These two things will give you better life values.