Letter To 18 Year Old Me

Dear Olivia

Hey girl you made it senior year okay I know how stubborn you are right now so listen to me since you won't listen to anyone else. Please put down the anime I know I know you are morally depressed and just want a way out. Does the K-pop dance stand you have always thought about doing and continue learning Korean and Japanese when you turn 20 your gonna wish you learned another language especially how much of a writer you are in those specific languages and as a bonus learn a little mandarin for an extra? Come on the world is your oyster explore dude and get out of your momma's house. Before I move on get a job pretty please and a debit card because money right now is not our forte we literally suck at making money so just make me proud of myself and change your future.

Next thing for business, I know you think that nothing really matters at this point but believe everything matters. Do not join the military if you think you can get a wonderful job and get a career. Olivia Just goes to college and be the aerospace engineer you always wanted to be it would be so much easier. Just go to a university and whatever you do stay away from the college by your house the outcome is literally life-changing. Long story short you end up falling for the wrong guy and become a mom at 22 and homeless on and off. Her name is Lilly and she is your prize and joy. It would have been better to have waited though to figure out what you wanted to do and be but hey with life everything happens for a reason.

You might read the thing and be like holy hell right, but it can get better with age and wisdom you learn from your mistakes even though your experiences are a little crazy. You are probably not the only one whose depressed or has anxiety according to my therapist that just means we are extremely sensitive. So before you start to make any changes to your life think about how that will affect you, in the long run, don't be too overzealous and think you can conquer the world by yourself. In reality, nothing works like that I'm pretty Steve jobs a straight multimillionaire who had a lot of help to get where he is now, or the dude that created Samsung. It starts off with a vision and afterward just keeps creating the spark to light up the sky. You are 25 now as a single mom still slowly screwing things up because I use to believe that I can do whatever I want and so forth. Like me I don't want my daughter to be like me when she grows up I want her to be more successful than I like the next Addison Ray or k-pop artist being 19 or even younger and starting to be billionaires.

Keep being creative and show out your true self and if people don't like you for being you then they're not worth your time. You are worth it and a champion so doesn't let anyone tear you down from your throne because you had a set dream and suck with it and you my dear are the queen of glory and much more so treat yourself like that. Nothing is free in this world you have to work and grind and sweat to get where you wanna be.