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I can feel it

I feel what people told me what it was

By Erica WilliamsPublished about 16 hours ago 3 min read
I can feel it
Photo by Guillaume de Germain on Unsplash

I dunno what is in store with me ,but I feel like there’s going to feel something great : Have you ever in your life felt like that? Like as your heart is beating real fast with joy ? That feeling where you know or aware what it is ,but do not know what it is ( if that makes sense )? That feeling that you cannot put your finger on it ? That one where you have to keep silent and say what it is but not even a single soul ? Yeah that feeling.

I had those feelings since this month and been waiting for so long . I feel like there’s a lot going on like including in this awful administration and whoever these goons are on those streets ,but something told me you got good news . I don’t know where to start ,but I always got good feelings upon it in my life . I hated where people will try it ,but I had to remember they can’t take it from you . Even if you react they still can’t . Whoever said that they would needs to get a clue that God and the Universe is the only muthafucka is in charge of what is yours . I realized that when stuff never was taken . It was changed within its route ,but it was still mine and if it was said I will have better it will still where it was mine and I need to thank God for that and keep it moving .

Anyway , it’s mine and I thank God even if I wonder why it’s went through so much than what I should be in my life ,but I didn’t know what position I was in . I didn’t know what and still figuring out the kinks of the position God placed me in . I never knew I would be His why not you type of person cause I felt like it’s always this way prettier in the face etc. person that is ,but He wasn’t looking for that . He was looking for the person at heart . As you can still ai was still learning God and still is . I am very thankful I wake up everyday to understand who I am with and following what He’s saying and thanking Him so much throughout my day .

All I’m saying is I may or may not know what it is ,but every change I get I know I will get what is mine and He is giving that to me even when people will like it or not . This is very serious ,but I totally happy I am thankful for to wake up today and going forward . I say this cause I really feel like He’s gonna give me what Onwakt cause I barely ask Him anything and even if I did I remember to thank Him for the smaller things cause He reigns King in my life . Anyway , I just had to tell you this .

My words may not make sense ,but I want you to be aware no matter what He is in control . The Universe don’t rule on it’s own either cause He’s in control of that . It runs because of Him . So I respect so much more cause of that . Anyway keep working hard , pray more and thank Him more . Without Him , it meant nothing and it was nothing ,but dust and He’s the water to create you much and what you want and I am never saying He’s a genie . He is more than that because you have to thank Him tho . Just do that and you will get that same feeling .

Stream of Consciousness

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Erica Williams

I am a knitter , crocheter and I love to write. i am bron and raised on the South Side of Saint Louis, Missouri ( Go Cards !!) aandddd I love writing poetry.

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