How love became a mystery

Who knows ? Maybe I’m writing this for myself or for the people,but love is a dangerous thing. You find this mystery person who your so blinded by because of their smile or just the personality of that person intrigues you to have thoughts to have at least one conversation with that person,but sooner or later you are going to find out why that person became a mystery.

If you are like me you are wondering where you come in on this story of failed love but don’t worry your coming up next. Like any other person in the world we all had a dream or a thought of having the best relationship. Over time it seemed too good to be true but we finally got into a relationship and it’s the happiness moment of our lives. We are so ready to tell our parents or our bestfriend about this amazing person we’ve just magically found out of nowhere. It was like going to the lost and found and finding the perfect jacket that wasn’t ours but will be if nobody claimed it.Honestly the thoughts that goes through our heads about this Mystery person is unrealistic like, we are going to get married in space or we are going to name our first child after Queen Elizabeth or the King of Egypt, without even knowing who this person actually is or what are some of their likes and dislikes. “I guess you can call that love”. Like what if that person doesn’t even like Queen Elizabeth or King Tut of Egypt? But We suddenly get lost in our thoughts and start blushing about how great this person is and how better of boyfriend/girlfriend we have over everyone eles. But then things start to turn when all of a sudden the damn relationship starts to crack because our sweetheart we told everybody in America about, started to act differently. Thoughts heavy rush through our heads and we try to do anything to keep ourselves from crying and thinking about how such of a piece of shit he/she is. Turning to our parents and friends is not the answer because the only words that comes out their mouths is “I told you not to date so early” or “you will find better”, when really you thought your better was that person. As our thoughts rush and the night become more visible we try not to go to bed without having at least one conversation about what actually happened to get a closing statement off even if this mean we won’t speak again. But something in our crazy brain always interrupts us, and have us feeling if that so called love is real we shouldn’t let this be the last but honestly the pain is cut to deep to respond so everything seem to go blank,leaving nothing but a dead soul and a heart that lies on side of our body. What’s love? Like what do love really mean to us?because at this time of feeling, love don’t mean shit when you are at the end of the stick and you standing on that thin line that break every time you try to move your feet to push forward. Never trusting again would be crazy because you never know when you will actually meet that right one or when someone will come into your life and really change that brown grass to green grass and mean every word they say. Trust me if love mean the world to you, you will truly see that love can be more dangerous then anything eles in life and that person you said was the best will become a mystery if you don’t act quickly on your decision.