Here are few things that I know about you

WAIT

Is something I tell my mind when it wants to run,I try to tell it everything right but it heads to the left,Need to put some sense into this brain”Do i then recommend a physic ward?”.

There’s this village in my head and it’s louder than a lot of markets,This is an SOS in Morse code and only proud men in tech can decode it,LOL.

I’m most creative when I’m in the toilet,Need to put my shit together like a potter to it’s clay,fight this demons like kane,rule over it like God told Cain

BREATHE IN AND BREATHE OUT because I’m about to blow your mind🤣

Is it weird that I am in love with a friends man?

So I met this guy about a year and 5 months ago at my cousin’s place,fell in love with him the very moment I set my eyes on him.

On that fateful day,I had gone to the salon to get my hair done,after the service,I left for the house dashed into the bathroom after I had also seen a lady with her son sitting on our couch,got out of the bathroom,got dressed and headed out as we were running late,we all got into the car along with the lady and son and Ofcourse my lover as of then didn’t even know who I was.

Dropped off the lady and the boy and headed to our location with my lover,mind you,there was no form of intimacy between them so I never thought they were an item

We got drinks and had good foods at the event, I headed over to a friends place,leaving my cousin and his friend alone that night.3 days later I went home and lo and behold,he was lying pretty on my bed😊, I went up into the room and organized a few without awaken him,hours later he was up and we all headed out for a drink that night,got tipsy and left for the house together,laid on my bed and I made the first move,touching him all over and stealing kisses,I wanted more but he declined and I felt bad,we both slept that night and by morning,we got talking like nothing happened,later that evening,we went out for drinks with few friends and drove some of our friend’s home when done,had a stop at a fish shop to get some barbecued fish,I sat alone alone in the car with him,my lover,we got talking and then I asked for his contact which he gave without hesitating after telling me he had a girlfriend and was the reason he declined my want for more the previous night and ever since that day,it has been a roller coast of emotions,sex and love.He has been an amazing part of my life,our sex life is good,we make love every single time we are together,we talked about everything,he showers me with lots of gifts,attention and he’s a good listener.

My heart broke the moment I found out he was getting married to his girl,mind you she was the one that broke the news to me and Yes we became friends,she talked to me about her relationship struggles and worries and believe me I give her good advices on how to go about whatever problem it was she brought to me but before we became friends, I was already deep in love with this man,I couldn’t help myself and I know he loves me too or at least loved me because he calls/called me several times very single day,except on days she is at his place and I try so much not to call him to avoid getting him into trouble with her

He’s a good guy and I hope he gets everything he ever wished for.

To my amazing friend,lover

You have a kind heart,You give way more than you receive,you love those that you have and most times you just need someone who understands but I also know that it’s the simple things that make you happy like getting a follow up text after along day that reads”You were amazing today,thank you’’.

I know you enjoy your quiet time and Yes phone calls makes you anxious sometimes but with the right people,you love to have a good time.I also know that you’ve had you’ve had to struggle with self love trying to make ends meet and yet everyday you put in the effort to show up as your best self.

See I look at you now and I am convinced that you’re so much more than you think you are.

I am happy and grateful to have crossed part with you,Thank you for being an amazing lover,friend and confidant.