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He Was Only Eight. But He Took a Piece of Me With Him.

How a child’s brief presence can forever change a heart.

By Azmat Roman ✨Published 7 months ago 3 min read

He was only eight. Just a boy, with curious eyes full of wonder and a smile that could light up the darkest room. But when he left, he took a piece of me with him — a piece I didn’t even know I had to give.

It started on a chilly autumn afternoon, the kind where the wind carries the scent of fallen leaves and the sky is a soft, melancholy gray. I was walking home from work, weighed down by the usual fatigue and worries, when I saw him. Sitting alone on the park bench, small hands clutching a worn-out baseball glove, staring out at the empty field.

I didn’t know his name then. I didn’t know his story.

But something about his quiet loneliness pulled me in. Maybe it was because I recognized that same ache inside myself — the feeling of being overlooked, of being small in a world that didn’t pause for you. So I sat beside him, careful not to startle him, and I smiled.

“Hey,” I said softly. “Do you want to play?”

He looked up, surprised, then nodded shyly.

From that moment, a fragile friendship blossomed between the two of us. Every afternoon after school, he would be waiting on that bench, and I would be there too. We tossed a ball back and forth, talked about superheroes and dreams, about school and secrets only an eight-year-old could hold.

He told me about his family — a single mother who worked two jobs, a little sister who adored him, and a dad who left before he could even walk. His words were simple, but the sadness behind them was profound. I listened, and for the first time in a long while, I felt seen. Not just by him, but by my own heart, which remembered what it was like to be that small, that vulnerable.

He taught me about courage, about hope. Even when things were hard at home, he never lost his spark. “I want to be a firefighter someday,” he told me once, eyes shining. “Because firefighters are brave and they save people.”

I wanted to tell him that he was brave too. That just by being himself, he was saving something inside me.

But life, as it does, was not kind to our little sanctuary. One day, I came to the park, but he wasn’t there. Days turned into weeks. No calls, no messages. I asked around, but no one seemed to know where he’d gone.

Then, a phone call. His mother, voice breaking, told me that he had been taken away — into the foster care system. There were problems at home, she said. Things I hadn’t known about. My heart shattered in ways words can’t explain.

I felt helpless, angry, lost. The boy who had brought light into my life was gone. And I was left clutching memories and a piece of my own heart that had gone with him.

In the weeks that followed, I found myself retracing our steps, sitting on that park bench, staring at the empty baseball field. I wondered if he was scared, if he was okay, if he still dreamed of being a firefighter. I hoped he knew how much he mattered.

But grief has a strange way of teaching us. It showed me that even when people leave, even when they take a part of you, they also leave behind something precious — a chance to grow, to love deeper, to be stronger.

I started volunteering at the local children’s center, working with kids who had no one to turn to. I carried his courage with me, his hope, his unbreakable spirit. And every time I saw a child’s smile, I thought of him — that brave boy who was only eight, but who gave me a lifetime’s worth of lessons.

Sometimes, I still hear his laughter in the wind, feel his small hand in mine. And though he took a piece of me, he also left me whole.

Because love, even the briefest kind, changes everything.

Childhood

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Azmat Roman ✨

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