Dear mind keeper

I sat down with my friend Krimson when we were joined by others. That's when I saw him, a small greeting and suddenly my eyes couldn't pull themselves away from him and I hung on every word he said.

Nothing else mattered but hearing this beautiful stranger say my name and speak to me. I sat down and day dreamed about him

Daydream start:

I looked at him as he walked near me and asked me how my singing was going

" it's going well but a part of me is still insecure about having people hear my voice" I said

"I know you used to feel insecure but I just want to say, your voice is amazing"

"Thank you" I blushed

"I could teach you to be more confident" he said and I could feel my stomach fluttering

"No I could never" I said and he moved closer

"Try it"

"Maybe one day but I still need to get over my fear of looking people in the eyes" I mumbled

" You're afraid of looking people in the eyes"

"I can't look at people in the eyes in general but it's worse if I have a crush on them"

"You should learn to look people in the eyes"

"I really can't" I mumbled

"Look at me then" he said and I could hear him smiling but I shook my head.

"Why?"

"I told you, I can't look people in the eyes" I mumbled looking down

He placed two fingers under my chin.

" I remember when Casey met you and she said you have beautiful eyes"

I could feel my heart rate increase.

"Casey was right, you have beautiful eyes and people should see them"

"I'm working on it"

"What about if you like someone, are you telling me that they won't be able to see you?

"I doubt he'd even know because I'd be too scared to look him in the eyes"

"Don't do that, just look at him"

"I think he needs to know if you like him this much" he said but my heart dropped at the thought of telling him

" if you can't look at me at least let me hear you sing"

I looked at my phone and contemplated playing the song I had written about him so I did it.

I played the song and handed him my headphones. He played the song until it ended.

"I like it a lot, was this made with someone in mind?"

"Maybe"

"What's his name?"

I shook my head but he placed my headphones back on my neck which made me look up at him.

I looked at him, his gaze made me squirm in my seat but I swear I saw him smile a little.

His touch on my neck, it made my skin tingle and made my heart skip a beat. Why did he do this to me when I barely knew him. It felt like I wanted to experience every aspect of him, emotional, spiritual, sexual and mentally.

Hearing his voice was my like my kryptonite and I could feel myself breaking down and wanting him to see me vulnerable in every possible way.

I should forget about him when he clearly has other interests and doesn't see me but something keeps bringing him to my mind.

I looked down but he pulled me closer slightly

"You have really beautiful eyes"

Daydream end:

Krimson sat down next to me and disrupted me from my daydream, smirking at me

" I'm assuming you were thinking about him again?"

"Too bad I'll never be able to tell him how I feel"