A Love Letter toSelf

Please untie the knots that are in my mind, my heart, and my life.

I am continuously working on myself because I have loads of internal issues that I know I need to fix. I am not perfect, but I still wake up every morning with a smile on my face and a song in my heart. I will turn on my music playlist and get jamming for those days that I don’t hear or feel a peace in my heart. In my life, I have had to deal with not only my knots but the knots of others trying to push their will on me, and this is not good.

Remove the have nots, you can not, and they do not know that I have in my mind.

I use to speak negatively over myself because of what I was told about myself, and over the years, I started believing in those negative thoughts. If you don’t have your car, you don’t have that house/apartment, and you don’t have the skillset for the job required. You can not have that job, and you can not have that house/apartment; you can’t have someone to love you for you and pour into you the right things for you to grow.

Erase the will not, may not, might not that may find a home in my heart.

You will not have good health, and you will not have that job; that family of restoration will not have that inner peace that passes all understanding. You may not have self-worth, confidence, joy, laughter, and peace. You might not get to the next level in your life. You might not do the job well. You might not recover from your childhood traumas.

Release me from the could not, would not, and should not that obstruct my life.

You could not do this without your old inner circle. You would not do this if it weren’t for me. It would help if you did not do this or that because it is not you.

And most of all, dear self, I ask that you remove from my mind my heart and my life all of the am nots that I have allowed to hold me back, especially the thought that I am not good enough.

I am not good enough. I am never going to be anything in this world. Today, I am doing this piece to encourage all those who are currently struggling with all these forms of nots. You are good enough, and you have all the equipment that you need to do anything in this world. I never thought that I would be publishing a book, and here I am doing just that. I always had the tools that I needed to get past my traumas. But I realize that to get the things that you need, you will have to go to the deep end of the water. The deeper you go, the better you will feel on the other side. Now, I am not saying that it will be easy, but I know firsthand about hearing all the notes. It would be best if you were not doing this or that. I only listen to my new inner circle because these people make sure that I stay focused and stay on track. I have found that usually, the others are not even trying to fix their internal issues before they start trying to tell you what you should or should not be doing. First, if you are not in that sisutation, you have no right to speak on it if you do not have all the facts.

The bottom line here is this I focus on what I can do. Meaning I can leave certain people alone if they are no good for me. I can and do say no to people, places, and things that are toxic for me. I can write that book; I can have that job/promotion; I can have that love that I need. Continue to elevate your mind and heal yourself because and it will be well worth it in the end.