2020(won) 2021

This isn't about cars this is about how I let my personality get the best of me. I sure let the 2020 pandemic show up in a state that I tried to start fresh in. I knew at the end though my personality is so rare that my own truth hurt the people around me. They have the chose to forgive me, but don't want to see me. I believe that though it was all for the best anyway, I have to move on to better. No one told them not to like black cherries anyway, it had nothing to do with race or fruits anyway. I just have a sour attitude if you're not supporting me, yeah I pretty much said if you're not sucking my nuts and supporting me I will be a sour cherry.

I became desperate, but only because I just don't feed my energy to people who don't believe in doing the right thing. I found away to do the right thing and follow my goals if I just deal with hard issues. People say they have me figured out, but in theory I think they discovered themselves through my own inspiration. Do I inspire myself ? I would like to think so I mean I was supposed to be writing about cars, but I even let them change the topic. I have time to purchase a car and get started I just had to close some doors to open new ones found new ways to get things done even if it was wrong.

College was supposed to be a thing is that even about to happen, because apparently I am letting that slip. I put myself in situations to be the bigger person, which sounds like a broken record. I don't deal with records though I deal with race cars supposedly, I haven't been seen doing it though. I haven't been seen doing anything. I suck the life out of myself, its okay I know how to re energize myself though. I am not even the last hope either of being a good person, I just do what I have to do to get things done. I don't belong any where until I am seen doing what I love. I gotta be sour for a bit and I am not about that life for some reason.

My last name is Cherry, but in america I am considered black due to my culture and race. I can put it this way though since these condescending people want to treat me like the narcissist I am I have no choice to take it there. I've been focused on my goals even by being a good man, the only reason why some good people win in the end is ,because they know forgiveness. Unfortunately I am the underdog due to my actions ,but that's the only way if you can't push yourself up. I guess I enjoy being self obsessed there is no issue with that. I have my wins and losses, but doesn't every king. Oh yeah they read "A King Disturbance" it was reduced to childhood trauma. Now I see how King Darius lives multiple lifetimes, but for some reason this one really can see multiple generations. I don't know this one came close to death but I am not down and out yet. I had to plant some seeds along the way, not the way your thinking either. Those seeds either have been swallowed or just self ejaculated.

People say the truth hurts I came off as a creeper because King Darius always get thrown off the same way. Women in every chapter its in our nature, we get what we want through our riches, but I changed it up in certain ways through philosophy. I skipped my trials to become a King fuck that shit, I am not dealing with these people. 2020 was for the vision unfortunately my glasses were taken that I bought in 2020 but I have shades so I can see past the people who throw shade at me. Like I said the downfall of 2020 won. This was a hell of a year, now I have to fall off in silence and wake up in happiness.