
No one else seemed to notice when the sky changed. Maybe that was because it didn’t shift from blue to red, or drop lightning bolts like in the movies. It was subtle, quiet—like the difference between a smile and a sigh. But to Ellie, it was everything.
It was the first Tuesday of April when the change happened. Ellie stood on the edge of her school’s soccer field, staring at the clouds like they held a secret only she could read. The bell had rung, but she hadn’t moved. She just stood there, wind teasing her curls, backpack half-zipped.
From a distance, her eleven-year-old frame looked tiny, like a bird unsure if it should fly or stay grounded.
That morning, her mom hadn’t packed her lunch. Not because she forgot, but because she wasn’t there. The night before, Ellie had watched the door longer than usual, listening for the sound of keys, the jangle she knew by heart. It never came.
Dad said “She just needs a break.” That word—break—kept echoing in her chest like a drumbeat she couldn’t drown out.
The clouds overhead drifted lazily, uncaring and slow, and Ellie wondered how they could look so normal when everything felt so upside down. She imagined tugging on the sky like a bedsheet, folding it over until it looked different—until it felt more like before.
She didn’t hear Ms. Carter walk up behind her.
“You okay, Ellie?” the teacher asked gently.
Ellie didn’t answer right away. She just nodded, even though the lump in her throat said otherwise.
“Want to walk in together?”
“I’m fine,” Ellie mumbled. But her voice cracked, and that single crack split her wide open.
Ms. Carter knelt down beside her. “You don’t have to be. It’s okay not to be okay.”
Ellie hated that sentence. She hated how often grownups said it like it made everything better. It didn’t. It just made them feel better for not knowing what to do.
But still—she was glad Ms. Carter didn’t press further.
Later that afternoon, Ellie sat at lunch with her friend Maya, picking at the crust of her sandwich. Maya nudged her elbow.
“Wanna trade? You like peanut butter, right?” she asked, holding up half of hers.
Ellie blinked. “What about you?”
“I like the jelly part anyway,” Maya shrugged. “Besides, you didn’t get much today.”
Ellie smiled for the first time all day. It was small, but it reached her eyes. “Thanks.”
When school ended, Ellie walked home instead of waiting for her dad. It wasn’t far, just through the park and past the bookstore her mom used to take her to every Saturday. The windows were still decorated with bright cut-out stars and silly quotes in chalk. But it didn’t feel the same.
She paused in front of the door but didn’t go in. Not today.
Instead, she kept walking until she reached the hill behind the library. She climbed it slowly, her backpack thumping against her back like a heartbeat. At the top, she sat cross-legged in the grass and looked up.
The sky had shifted again—still blue, but deeper now. Like it had taken a breath and was holding it.
And then, for reasons she didn’t fully understand, Ellie started to talk. Not loud, but loud enough for the wind to carry.
“I miss her,” she said. “I don’t know why she left. Dad said she’ll be back, but I don’t know if I believe him.”
The breeze picked up, gentle and cool. A single bird flew overhead, wings outstretched.
“I keep thinking if I’m good enough, or quiet enough, or smart enough, she’ll come home.”
Tears slid down her cheeks, silent and slow.
“I don’t want everything to change.”
But it already had.
And yet, as she sat there with the sun dipping low, painting the clouds in streaks of pink and gold, Ellie realized something.
Even if the sky looked different, it was still the sky.
Still above her. Still holding stars and rain and dreams.
She closed her eyes and breathed in the scent of spring—fresh grass and warm wind.
When she opened them, she didn’t feel better, not really. But she felt something. A little less alone. A little more brave.
The sky wasn’t fixed, and neither was she. But both were still here.
That was something.



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