dear god…(9*)

Dear God,

I realise it now—today, here, with my neck in pain and all of this trauma releasing, with this deep past grief surfacing: how the house that you gift me will become the temple of my ministry.

I will offer healings completely free of charge. I will create content via YouTube to gain an income stream for sustainability. And I will never need to advertise, because what I give—the healings I offer and the free-of-charge exchange—will spread so quickly via word of mouth that we will be always overbooked.

And it will seem insane to others. To ‘work’ for free. But Jesus never charged to heal others. And Jesus is my teacher. Jesus is my aspiration. And so long as you provide for my needs, I have no need for nor any desire to profit from the pain of others. This work must remain pure. It must be from love, not for money.

The rise in vibration I will have in my new protected home environment will be so significant. So significant that I am excited to experience it. Knowing the magic I am capable of, even here in hell, makes me so excited to experience what is next! This is a level of elevation I’ve never had before. I can barely contain the energy of anticipation!

I can also bring together other healers to live on my land, and have them also offer free classes for the local community (and for those who wish to travel to us). Like a kind of “work-away” idea. We can offer so many different classes, and share beautiful vibrant foods—your foods, true foods—and let people experience people how good it feels to live in alignment, in your vibration.

Because they can only learn through experience. And they need to feel you in order to know that they too are powerful creators, with you beside them.

All of the overflow money that I will make from YouTube, donations, Patreon, etc., will all go towards the land fund. I’m going to buy as much land as I possibly can over my lifetime, and I’m going to replant your food forests.

🌲 I’m going to replant Eden.

I know that there are many groups of people with the same mission, and I’m going to bring them all together. Together we’re going to work for the highest good of everyone—in our community, in our country, and in the world at large. Because by replanting the food forests, we’re healing the root cause of all of the problems here on this earth.

I know that most people will not understand that. They don’t understand the world yet, and they don’t understand about vibration and the loss of the forests being the root cause of every single other problem we have on this earth. From alcoholism to domestic violence to malnutrition etc etc.

Elevate me in the position where I can change this hell that I’ve been born into. Put me in the position where I can bring the right people together, and together we can begin to change everything.

We are going to take money from evil industries (like advertising) and we are going to gift it to Eden—for your world. And you know the biggest irony in what we will be creating?

Because I am not creating a business -this will (over time) actually become so large and generate an even larger income than if we charged people for our services! Because of the sincerity and purity of it all.

Once word spreads and people understand the vision, and what is being given freely - they will flow money to me like a river to the ocean.

And the vision: to buy back the lands, replant (and later protect in law) the food forests, and gift them ALL back to the people, for the people.

And once these trees grow and food is in abundance for all, everything will change. The world will begin to restore to your original design. People will no longer have to fear a lack of food for themselves or for their children. We lift them out of fear and scarcity. We raise their consciousness without having to utter a word of argument or debate.

We will replant the native trees. We can raise the vibration of the entire earth. We can help people to heal. We can help people to turn away from their sinful lives and choose healing and choose higher vibration.

Because when people finally feel how good they’re supposed to feel, they won’t want to let that go. But it is hard for them, because people are addicted. And in their addictions, they’re suffering and they’re struggling. And worst of all? They have no comprehension of how good life is supposed to feel.

I know that my plan is the right plan. It’s the only plan. I know that I can help my country (and the world) in such a profoundly massive way if you put me into the position where I can do it. You know me. You know what’s in my heart. I believe you put this dream on my heart.

I know this dream has been years in the making, and it’s evolved so many times since the beginning. I’ve been asking the question of how to fix this world since I was a tiny little girl, and now I have the answers. I have all the answers now. And I hold them all as sacred truths.

I understand the problems fully, and I’m ready. I am so ready. I can’t keep saying it enough to you. I am ready, and I need your trust.

I hope and I pray that I have done enough over these past years to prove to you that I am worthy of your trust, that I am worthy of elevating now. Now that all I have is thankfulness— even for all of the suffering, for all of the despair, for all of the darkness I was planted into—because now I understand its purpose, and I no longer carry its pain.

I am so filled with the energy of fire and creation and love and abundance and a desire to share it all. To do the work to make this vision our reality. I have so much overflowing out of me that it’s painful to stay in this plant pot that’s far too small for my new strong roots.

I am bursting to get out to the world and to spend my life in service of you, to repay you in some small way for the love and the safety you’ve provided for me.

I am ready, God. I am so ready. And I know I’ve said this many times over the years, but I’ve never believed it as strongly as I do right now as I say this.

I know it. I know it from my soul to my body to my mind to my heart. I know that I’m ready. I know that I now have all the tools I need. I know that I can withstand any storm that the evil ones try to put me through, because I’ve already survived. Because I know that you are with me every single step of the way.

And because that knowing is so unshakable now, there’s nothing the darkness can do to lead me back into it or make me freeze in terror.

I am a light in this world. I am a light of this world. And I am entirely at your service.

Elevate me, God. Position me where I can fulfill the destiny that I believe you intended me for since birth.

I want this so much. I want so much to fulfill this vision and this dream you planted deep in my heart—this evolved dream that began long, long ago.

I see now how you have helped to refine and perfect it over these years—how you have refined and perfected me over all these years; into a person capable of executing the dream.

I intend to create all that I long ago wanted to create for money, but now for free. The land, the forest—they will welcome all. They will embrace all of your children, and the energy of all will be raised so high. The true vibration of peace, love and above will be restored to the earth, and the darkness will lose all of its grip on your people.

And later, I will buy land on my dream island and live out that dream also. I will create the same vibrational ministry there, specifically for healing the healers. And it will be beautiful. So very beautiful.

It will be a place where we can fully recharge and restore before going back out to the world to heal the people.

I know so deep in my heart that all I’m planning will come true because I don’t believe there is any dream more aligned with your will than this one. This is 100% about restoring your vision for earth and all of the humans on it. And it does so without attacking any of the evil industries—it just ignores them entirely.

We focus only on the solution and on building the new—withdrawing our energy entirely from evil. Which is exactly what you’ve taught me to do over these past few years.

In trust,

In patience,

In love,

Kayleigh