BREAKUP

And here... That day came, that is, the night when our joint adventure ended. I will miss the time we spent together and the time we should have spent. Maybe I am to blame for this interruption. I behaved quite immaturely in this relationship. No, get me. I'm only 20 years old. I still have a lot to live through in my life. I'm still young and I still have a lot to do. I was hoping that you would be part of my journey, but life tells other stories.

You are my first love, my first boyfriend, the first person I trusted, the first person with whom I intended to go to the end. Ah, but I wanted us to be together forever. I imagined us many times in the future. How we travel, how we have a family, how happy we are.

I do not want to lose you. But I'm afraid I will. I'm afraid that you will meet a girl with whom you will fall madly in love and forget me. I love you very much and I would like to be together. I wasn't ready to let you go, but I did. And the worst thing is that I think I was wrong. Even though we broke up today, I miss you a lot. Very much. But deep down, very very deep in my soul, I feel that it was meant to be. I think, as much as it pains me to admit it, that for now, we shouldn't be in a relationship. However, I hope and would like to meet once in our life and be together again. Honestly, I don't know what else to expect in life. I will let go, work on myself, and my goals and become a better person. I will not forget you and I know you will always have a special place in my heart. I wish you all the happiness in the world, that you succeed in everything you set your mind to and be happy.