A page of your diary

I'm confused, not finding any way? Is this life? What's the purpose I'm here? And what am I doing?

This is the problem which is repeatitive in nature, and returns from time to time. And then the question comes, what is the solution for it, where do all answers lie?

My friend said, "these feelings are temporary". And yep, goals do change with time, according to priority. Having an aim is a prerequisite to live. You've list of aims, then why are you thinking so much and making it a big thing?! Instead work on it man! Nobody knows you better than you, it doesn't matter what the past was, what matters the most is what 'is' your present, and whatever you're doing in present is going to decide what will be in future....you know what, The hours we waste in thinking- 'what to do' are just so unworthy in front of the 'seconds spent on actually working on goals'. You feel anxious, that's coz, you do lack a schedule, a clarity, an assurance, a guaranteed roadmap; this uncertainty and fear of future is pushing you to waste months and nothing good is happening! Firstly, stop craving for immediate results, expect less and work more! Set goals if you haven't, set timelines if you haven't, but don't set your limits, coz, the power of subconscious is limitless...you can have all the things you wish to have, just believe that they're and they'll be yours. Work towards them like a habit! In the process, you may fail at completing or managing the schedule; you may feel a failure! But hey! That's all part of life, all fine! we can't always have a road of flowers, we need our feet to be so strong to bear the pain of thorny path as well. Just get up! You never know what happens. "Every morning is the first day of the rest of the life remained!"

Just try to give a push of driving force...to get you back up! Copied just a page of my diary, really it's the self who decides what will happen...it's you who decide what to do, when to do, or even do it or not?!