Songs I love that reminds me just how lovesick I am

I’ve never been in love with anyone in my life. At least, I don’t think I have...If I have, it’s probably been with someone who doesn’t even know I exist, and it’s been a long while since I’ve even deeply connected with another human being, romantically or not, outside of my own family who I see everyday, and am constantly amongst, EVERY SINGLE DAY. I know, pretty sad, huh? Well it’s not like I don’t love my family, because I’m pretty sure I’d die for them. It’s just that I have reached this certain point in my life where I’m extremely tired of being alone, even when there are frequent times when I actually enjoy it. The thing is, I’d tell myself I’m happy, and that I’m perfectly fine with not having friends, or a boyfriend, when in all actuality, I want it more than anyone could ever imagine and I’m crying because I believe that I would never find it, or have it find me.

I’m confused because I just don’t think I’ll ever understand how or why anyone could fall in love with me. What would he see in me? That question plagues my mind and practically drains the life out me the more and more I think about it, which is why every time I start thinking about wanting to fall in love, I’d force myself to do something productive to take my mind off of it. I’d do anything to get away from that aching feeling...But it never goes away permanently. It always has it’s ways of showing back up and reminding me of my pain and just how lonely I am. For example, Valentine’s Day! This day, I actually never really cared for, but to see couples exchange gifts and show their love for one another, it just makes you wish: “Damn, I want to be loved like that.” So to share that feeling with you, I’m going to share with you my favorite love songs to listen to. Valentine’s Day or not, I’d listen to them whenever I’m in a lovesick mood. I just thought I’d share, because today just so happens to be Valentine’s Day, so go figure. I hope you guys enjoy!🖤🖤🖤 Click on the link below to listen to my playlist!

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Y2oT2qc4zMvlMBM8GDqI9?si=stOX4ztIQM2ZApisO6d6nQ

Here’s an analysis behind some Blondie songs I love, that I decided to add to this playlist:

I consider Blondie to be one of my favorite bands, and In The Flesh is definitely one of those songs that I feel myself getting in the mood to want to fall in love with someone. I’m so obsessed with the tune and that sort of longing vibe it exerts. I can honestly listen this song any day. It’s just such a classic and I never can get sick of listening to it.

This is another song by Blondie that I just absolutely adore. From the band’s Plastic Letters album, (I’m Always Touched By Your) Presence Dear, speaks many volumes of a synchronous kind of love. To me, it’s about feeling so deeply connected to someone romantically, that whenever you’re around that person, you feel mentally, emotionally, and spiritually tied to them. It’s a charming love song that sends a message of 2 souls being linked that were never more meant for each other, and I just think that that idea alone, is so innocent and so true. And in the end, it’s all I really want to feel when I meet the love of my life, as I’m sure everyone does.

Ever listen to a song that’s fun to dance to, warms your heart, and breaks it all in one breath? Well, Heart of Glass does just exactly THAT to me. Being like, 16, when I actually was starting to listen to more of Blondie’s music on my own, this song really stuck out for me at the time, because I just so happened to be feeling exactly what this song, I felt, was trying so hard to get across to people’s minds and hearts. It’s such an easy song to relate to if you know you’re heart is fragile and your emotions are easily triggered in either a positive or negative light. Honestly, you don’t have to be in romantically in love with someone to realize that about yourself. I think this song shows just how hurtful love can be, even when you’re not the one causing the pain. It’s definitely another one of my favorites of Blondie’s and very much one of my all time favorite disco tracks ever to be made.

Call Me is pretty much timeless in my book. I remember watching Bride of Chucky for the first time when I was like, 14 or 15 years old, and being completely mesmerized by the scene where Tiffany does this badass makeover on herself after being transferred into a doll, thanks to her asshole of a boyfriend (Chucky). “Call Me” is being played in the background throughout the duration of this scene, and it’s like the coolest thing ever.

I swear, I couldn’t get this song out my head for weeks because the tune is so unbelievably catchy. The song alone, has a lot of charm and it’s just an overall jam. So whether you have a significant other in your life or not, I can guarantee you’ll still enjoy it.