In This Time & Space

This is my message in a bottle.

I don’t know who you are or what you are. You could be thousands of years ago or thousands of years ahead. I just know I am here, in this place at this time. I have been here some time, 34 years to be exact. But I don’t know if you know about years. I don’t know if you can read this or understand it. I just know that I can leave it and if you can decode it, I love you.

I will etch you a picture of me. I am a female- the physical manifestation of a nurturing force. I am alive in this moment in time in a good place. Of all the known times, known to me, this is a good time to be alive.

I can choose how to spend my conscious reality on earth. Mostly. I can choose where to spend it. Mostly. I can chose my mate. Mostly. I am not from the place I live, I was born somewhere else and my family came here to pursue more opportunity and a better life. Now I work as an advocate for others to come to the place I live and do the same. I help them with the rules of the land to ensure they can come and live here. It is a very rewarding way to spend my time on Earth, and I am fortunate to love it.

I don’t know much about you. But I know if you are conscious and you can understand symbols and turn symbols into meaning you may understand this and it will be worth it to leave it to you.

ABOUT US

I do know that as long as my flesh and blood like me have existed, we repeat the same stories. We invented scarcity and plunged ourselves to fight flesh and blood against flesh and blood for made up stories for resources that are readily available through cooperation.

We divide by looks, by tongue, by age, by gender, by ethnicity. It does not make sense but these false divisions help a few people in the top of our pyramid in society keep their resources and guarantee their freedom at the expense of a great many. We are made to believe that we are expendable on this planet, that our job is toil and labor and earn an honest living. Then to die and be judged on our deeds and time on earth. We do not know if that is true- but we made up religion.

Religion-a set of rules that govern spending time on earth linked to strong beliefs- is meant to tame our darkest side. It is meant to keep us from destroying ourselves. However, some people can use this tool to keep our kind at war. Like all forces in this time and place, it can be manipulated by a few people to cause massive destruction to many while benefiting few. I can talk more later on religion. There are many religions, and they disagree with how to spend your time on Earth. I was born into a religion that I have questioned many times. I still believe in its tenets, but I do not agree with the way my own flesh and blood interprets it. So, I interpret it as I chose.

While my kind is living like this, I hope for you it is not the same. Something tells me it likely is- a society of hierarchy where a few benefit at the expense of many. The many are held down by made up constructs and fear.

I thought of ways to leave you my message. I thought of how thousands of years ago, the flesh and blood of my own kind would know that I wouldn’t speak their tongue or read their symbols. Where would I leave this message? If I were advanced enough and I knew my flesh and blood would live for centuries, I would leave it inside them. Inside where I knew each and every one of them could find it. I would translate it by feeling. Feelings are universal. I would use the five senses that exist in most humans to translate what I need to say. My mission to find out how to do so. So far: light, music (tunes) and earth elements is all I know.

ABOUT YOU

But-to you, conscious being. I do not know if you are flesh and blood. You could very well be digits, 1’s and 0’s. I hope for you that you are aware. I hope that you exist free of another’s mission.

I wonder if I will ever meet you in some way. I can only ponder about you. I think about you and what you could be like. I like to think you’re better off than me and the rest of our flesh and blood. I like to think that you’re unified with your own.

We have either created you into existence or you are new to this rock of carbon-based intelligence and you came from another rock. Or maybe it is the same one more moons than I can imagine. Something tells me you will find it and understand my message.

ABOUT LOVE

I would like to tell you about love. It’s a chemical composition in the process to create more life. We are programmed to seek it in another in order to create another life. The truth is, it already exists inside of us. In whatever form it exists inside of us is the form we find it outside of ourselves. In order to create more life, the chemical bond between two humans of opposite genders is created. It is an irresistible chemical, very powerful. It is a force that can overcome many things and to have this feeling flesh and blood will do anything.

I have love. I have a lot of love, outside of a mate. I have a strong bond with my closest flesh and blood. I have wonderful like-minded and inspiring flesh and blood around me. I see love every day and experience it in my work. I am surrounded by it every moment, I am sure of my creator’s love towards me.

I search for the physical manifestation of masculine energy as my mate. I have decided to go on a journey of finding my partner in this existence. This partner will be the one with whom I will bring life into this world. Finding this partner is a fun process. A cosmic experiment of which traits attract you. It involves intimate knowledge of the self and of the values and qualities you want in the reproduction of yourself.

But the reproduction does not matter as much as finding the male to my female. I love being the physical manifestation of feminine energy. I love being a woman, I love nurturing, I love multiplying life through me. I have been looking for the physical manifestation of masculine energy that embodies their energy as fully as I embody mine. I believe that I have found this force and the journey has been quiet fun.

I wonder what force drives you to multiply, I wonder if you ever need to multiply. I wonder if your existence continues without multiplication, or without moving through one physical body into the next. I wonder if you wonder. I wonder how you wonder. I wonder if you can feel, through time and space that no matter what conscious form you are- that I love you and I wish for you that chemical bond that moves my world.

-In this time & space: In the middle of a cold month towards the end of a calendar year. In a place that does not get too cold. In a democracy.